"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

- Marilyn Monroe

Just to share another:

"You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself."

I realise she has awesome quotes along with Audrey Hepburn and Coco Chanel.

Awesome women of all times, they.

Love Life.

Shit man.
I have been spending way too much.

Anybody needs skort and heart print tights?

Am selling! :)

saw it from Enna's tumblr .

EXTREME MEGA SADNESS

Ultimate bad day ):

Woke up and had a bill waiting for me that is 80 bucks this month

BIG SIGH

shit you all those ppl who dont pick up my calls/texts from mentoring

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My parcel is confirmed double chop lost

2 weeks already

my poor dress in the sea of mails.

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then on my way back, this guy on the bus asked ph & i for help

Poor guy. He's hyperactive & he can't speak properly

he's on bus 14 and trying to get his way home to sengkang

OMG i feel so sad

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oh yesss & my tut got so many problems.

To think it got printed out without errors

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& papi got summon from the traffic police

Sad much

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&& my eyecandy from N years ago got attached

i feel for u too chua ):

Maybe I shall runaway.

Hazelnut Milk Tea :D

PRETTY UGLY

Feeling-insecure days.

Suddenly your skin is bad, your eyes look weird, your nose looks huge, your lips too thick, your skin soo dark, your height too short & your body too skinny.

OMG

Maybe after eating more I feel better.

I know I'm looking more and more tiny.

But dont worry I ain't dieting or what.

Healthy!

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IP MAN 2 I wanna watch that!

But I gotta watch IP MAN 1 first la.

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Anw was at flea today again
I want to go sell my clothes seems so fun

It's the most family friendly one you know I have ever visited.

So cute. lol

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Wanna go walk the Helix

Who wanna go with me?

Meow

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I like watching tv with momma

Was watching star awards with her.

LOL

It's like our bonding session.

That reminds me something - Momma's day is coming.

Shit man.

Why do people lose themselves in a relationship?

One used to be a whole but when people get together, they become each other's the other half. So what happen to the half of oneself?

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You know what i mean?

ROTTEN

My parcel is missing for 1 week.

I'm sad. 1st lost mail.

"Trust, Belonging,Security" - these are the children problems as mentioned by the benjamin guy

I dont know.

how come I have all these children's problems man

LOL

My brother replied to my fb status. So funny

LOL

I miss him cause he owes me money

meow

Anw XT's flying off on monday.

OMG I'm so proud of her

To Hollywood :D:D

So brave.

Imagine all alone.

If given a chance, I will want to.

Live in a new city, meet new people, leave and escape.

When's my turn man.

credits to farzana :D

the dress is designed by me, sewn by aunt okays LOL
cause I no money to buy toga dress.

1st day of school is soo not 1st day of sch.

LOL

Gonna stressed up soon no joke.

FYP FYP FYP. Argh

I don't like mass lectures.

Cause I can't be late & I needa think of what to wear& it's noisy & I dont like socializing.

Bleahs.

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Needa get sunblock. I'm uber uber dark already.

" Ugly ugly ugly!"

Ah Chua I think I will call my puppy ugly next time.LOL

Up since 7 in the morning.

OMG i tahan anymore

Went sao mu-ed in the morning & picnic after that.

): I still gotta pack parcel reply emails. Maybe I will do it tmr morning

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& I got this weird habit when it's gonna be 1st day of school

Like pack my pencilcase & my bag cut my nails ensure everything is in the right place.

Like so primary school right

OMG environment safety @ 230 tmr

Dont fall asleep dont!

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This wk has been so busy and great.
I like (Y)

But the problem is I haven buy my sandals

How ah ?

Shit, I got nothing decent to wear for 1st day of school.

Crap.

I don't wanna scare my classmates with my eyebags.

Okay bye

Thinking alot

Esp about life.

Like how the guy who jet ski and died (heard from Enna that he's NH senior) when he's so young and got so many things to do.

& how I compared him with the people I saw inside the club that day.

I want them to love themselves more.

(FYI: Drinking young for women increase the chances of some benign breast disease which may turn to breast cancer if cancerous)

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Then I was watching Monga today

It's a great movie

Because the characters are so real.

Secrets, trust and all.

It's like showing the cruel but true side of life.

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Sometimes I felt I was too silly for a 19.

At times I like to think I'm simple.

I can't figure out.

That's life I guess

Before I forget

There have been a lot of discussion with regards to Uni admission as to Poly and JC people on newspaper.

Out of 15000 places,we poly people are give 2500 vacancies only.

In the forum section of ST , this person wrote that the JC people should be priortised because university is like their final destination since they only have A level certs whereas poly people hold at least a diploma already.

"If they want to go beyond that in Singapore, they should choose the JC route. If they do not qualify, it's not the Government's fault" - quoted from this letter response from ST today

Then it said that, Government spend more to train on poly students as compared to JC people. However, we students equally pay more for the school fees, as well as transport already shouldn't it be enough?

& wells, the new university is only going to benefit those engineering, IT people so what's happen to the rest of the people? We're still going to fight for the same no. of positions of the same courses.

I feel that if the A levels people did not do well enough, they should give the place to poly people (which I'm not sure if there's such things going on). I mean like we work hard for 3 whole yrs like maintaining consistency shouldn't we be given the chance as compared to a one-off A level exams? The only thing that set us apart is our O level results that made people judge us.

Don't flame me. TYVM

Will talk abt after stuff later.

Off to go find books to read.

NURSING MY TOPSHOP PAIN

Very sad, I combed 7 out of 8 topshop-s in Singapore today
Just for the dress that I've been lusting for.

It's now half price but oos/ooc

So upset.

I think I now more pro than their sales asst in telling you topshop locations LOL

Oh the happier side, I meet 2 people today :D

Met up with Enna first, then N for dinner

Ate ice cream thrice today

OMG feel fat feel fat

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I felt slightly poorer.

@ MAMA-S control my spending

I bought 2 dresses, contemplating 1 necklace. HOW HOW HOW ): ?

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. "

saw it from my friend's facebook status. LOL

FINALLY

I slept in peace last night & 1 more week back to school

OMG

Tues - Enna's Day

Wed - Mentoring & Sasa's happy happy session?

Thurs - wenyi bunny's gaigai trip

Fri -Ah Chua's porridge lunch

Sat -

Sun -

Squeeze yourself in people. I will love to meet you :)

Still got my swimming & jogging session, visit library (jodi picoult!), cooking/baking session, adventure seeking + finishing of my film

Oh yes, Monga who wanna watch with me!

PS Farzana qt bought me chocolates to cheer me up ystd. (L)

TIME TABLE SUCKS BIG TIME

Starting at 2.30pm on monday.

1 lecture only.

I think I will spend monday morning go swimming.

LOL

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Been thinking alot alot alot recently

I swear.

It's like before I sleep I keep thinking

It just won't stop

Argh.

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MY: *changes into cropped top * What you think?

Bro: What the top so short one ah?

MY: -.- Cause I will like to have stomachache.

SIGH

The problem btw guys and girls.

ANGSTY & UNHAPPY MUCH

people who dont have the courtesy to reply to my text when I text pls REPLY & don't pick up my calls are plain RUDE.

Like hello, I waste my time & 5 cents to draft the msg then input your no. manually waiting for a YES/NO answer then you just IGNORE ME.

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You feel unappreciated when you take the effort to tag the photo for someone and they untag the photo only.

such a emo nemo.

must be all the stress GDD is giving me.

Hope everything goes well & no one else is giving me any trouble.

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Saw this woman who is freaking skinny at the pool today

She makes me feel hungry like she nv eat anything.

I feel so healthy just by seeing her.

10 laps on friday! Jiayou :D

PS Mentoring/Class BBQ/Sec Sch Gathering all on sat.

I can disappear from the surface of the earth already.

Meow.

ROT IN MONDAY

Was looking tattoos just now.

realised that alot of people got their inspirations from people,childhood memories and books.

I saw alot of disney characters.

HEHEHE.

Paperplanes are a hit recently uh.lol

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money is making my head dizzy

If I'm going shanghai that equals to $1.5k + spending+ passport = abt $2k

WOAH I'm spending so much on travelling considering previous bkk + tw

& bloody hell the last time I read Straits Times they did mentioned about the increase in air tickets for SIA.

So i predict myself to say hello to lunchboxes

No fruit juice for lunch breaks

No snacking

& stop eating so much mei ying!

& most importantly, NO SHOPPING

Oh yeah who wanna set up store in flea in may

find me find me!

My hello kitty balloon :D

I think I can forgo about running on monday

HAHAAH

Now still not sleeping.

Swimming swimming

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Had korean food today (Y)

Am so happy to meet the eight minus boon today.

HEHEH

YAY I think I figure out how to play my uglydolls cardgame ( Chua, the person cheated u. No trunko no toodee sad face)

after so long.

& diana finally joined facebook.

YAY

(diana bring me go eat the teochew porridge at bukit timah LOL)

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Shoutout to my HUANG EN NA!

i miss you, hang out soon okays :D

HAHAH must put this everywhere as reminder.

We go eat mushroom/butter +corn pasta watch silly korean movie then secretly cry in the cinema and take neoprint and people watch.

Do all the silly things.

YAY

(L) you

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STILL SICK.

I'm so clever.

Too used to using concession that I always tapped in but never tapped out.

LOL

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Saw tomtom on my way home.
OMG so happy to see him.

LOL like so long nv see him since sch hols started

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I wanna travel again

Bintan i wanna to stay in the villa Sneaky told me then I can have swimming pool on my own.

Like so nice right.

Meow.

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YAY seeing ppl today :D

SICK LIKE MAD

Met Chua on wednesday. HEHEHE look at what we ate.

Mel came after our dinner & we had desserts.

YAY my lychee pearls. :D

Went back to sch to wrap presents.

OMGOSH had a hard time calculating stuff.

That's the address for the ramen store. YUM YUM :D

While waiting for boony.

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My nose is leaking.

Tissues are faithfully by my side now.

LOL

Hope that I will get well by tomorrow

Another day in sch. SIGH.

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Needa write down my schedule for the last 2 weeks of my holidays.

I'm losing track.

I haven meet up with J before his enlistment & N for prata sessions!

Meow so sad.

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Should I join the flea at Homeclub on May 2nd?

But it's not fleaflofun thingy.

Come give me suggestions.

Once again, prioritise me.

TYVM.

GUIDE TO GOOD DINING

Hi yes, I took a copy home :D

Saw some of the places I have been to.

More to conquer.

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Out with this person who ruined my birthday yearly and was late and called me a "friend" on her blog & she forgot to bring the things i asked her to.

TSK.

So disappointed in her.

Had this yummy ramen @ holland V + the daily scoop @ my new fav place(exploring in progress :D)

At least the food made me feel better.

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Oh anw this guy I met in Starbucks is damn asshole

I swear.

We're both heading towards the toilet.

Then all of a sudden, he increases his speed then eventually he went toilet first.

Like honestly.

Didnt know guys these days are like that.

Pffft.

WARDROBE MALFUNCTION

I know I know.

People will doubt it for sure but it's true

I have yet bought clothes since I return from TW

The only buy I got there is a blue hoodie that cost SGD$5

See, I'm in need of clothes like honestly.

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I cant describe in words like all the outfits I picture & want cause of my size. TSK

Like I wanna get a nice comfy maxi dress

but the problem is it's most likely to be sooo long that I'll trip & fall.

like obviously. SIGH

Anw polka dots are like everywhere now. ):

I got this nice looking chiffon dress that I wanna wear with my ribbon leggings.
LOL

Don't care shall wear it on sunday :D