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BEST NEWS OF 2016

I retrieved my password! Love late nights like these.
Blog is so 2013 but i don't care cause I retro like that.
Oh lord, too touched to say anything.
OMG, reunion with love of my life.
Precious memories.

Anyway, the interface looks so funny but it's okay.
Looks like word now.
I was staying at tumblr previously but I just keep writing so I assume it's okay.

Review of 2015
- Lost my job and found another
- Went for floral class (Well, only one and I have yet tried it out again.Time will come)
- Travel new places and re-visited old places ( No regrets for my japan trips although I came back broke)
- Finally won something in a lucky draw! (Erm the airfryer is still intact)
- I survived this 2 year r/s with Chan
- Managed to get back with Yoga 

Quarter life is hitting.
My god, why do you have to do this?
I am not ready.
There are of course, things to do and complete.
Some are pushed back from last year and I don't know when.
Okay here goes:

1.Cut down on desserts. Difficult but okay let's do that
2.Get my health back (To more TCM, cheers! Seriously, I am dreading that everyday)
3.Contemplating the tattoo since forever haha (What if I can't go to onsen in Japan? That's my biggest concern, ikr this girl okay bo?)
4. Save for the thunderstorm day (Rainy is not severe enough)
5. Do something new 
6. Going to new places
7. Give more
8. Keep it going on for work

Anyway, I want to share my favorite song for 2015 and quote.
But Chan has turned me into a sappy girlfriend so now all my fav quotes are from Lang Leav. Everything she said is like so relatable and she is my virtual BFF. Take my money LOL



By the way, Room is coming.
Need to watch, The book is SOOOO good.

Song to listen when I'm sad and tired.
Have been trying to play it on ukulele since forever.
& forever it doesn't sound like this (probably my lack of musical talent)
FML.

Some of things became clearer.
Some don't.
Don't.

要就不要让我知道，不要让我知道我是最后一个知道.

 不投入盛大煙火表演 沒有危險但也不燦爛

The departure that struck something in me.

Hmmm.

Walk with me?

Who made the girls cried?

Was playing a game w my workplace girls ystd for CNY celebration.

Q: I have cried over last month

A: 7/9 (Through discreet voting methods)

So who made the girls cried, I wonder?
Hmmm

How many tears did we wipe away to smile once again.

How much pain did we hold in our little hearts everyday

How much strength did we muster to face the world.

The monster in me is so scary that it terrifies me everytime.

Cry no more,girls.

We must smile like flowers.

Fight Monday blues!

She's way too hot for a mom.

Love is patient, love is kind.

Love is envy, love is blind.

It kinda rhyme. LOL

Developed my film and I'm so happy till I want to cry

Though half of it are lost, at least half of my baby is visible.

Filters, lights and such.

Much happiness.

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I have so many thoughts running around

Need to control them.

Back, hello 2013.

I'm back.

Not so ready for school.

Not so ready for life back here.

Ready for new changes.

Not so ready to start working at the end of this year but always, let's hope for the very best.

Be good, 2013.

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It's been quite an exciting winter adventure.

Considering that I travelled alone for the first few days, worked at a farm for the next wk, & met up w Tsa for the rest of it.

It's a long time.

Pretty settled in the life there that I fell sick when I'm back.

Growth is the key to wider perspective, more thoughts and opinions about life.

Oh, life.

Deadbeat holidays

Right now,I'm watching Pororo in desperate times to pick up korean. hahah

Am fretting over Xmas presents.

Am fretting over temperature in Seoul.

Am fretting over the jabs I am going to take later.

Am upset over why I did so badly over exams

Am angry over why I did not practise uku

I'm always about negativity.

Which is bad.

I promise I will be a good person and fill myself w more positivity.

x

Upset

I tried so hard not to.

I tried not to be distracted.

I tried to control my emotions and attempted to forgive.

But afterall, I'm human.

I can't help it.

&

It is my decision to determine what is impt to me.

How could you just pretend not seeing the difficult times I went through

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Sometimes I am so scared because there's no one I could trust.

Free Spirit

Love this album.
Saw that LOVE thingy from typo.

Shall buy it soon and paint it like the sculpture.

If I leave, would you leave with me or ask me to stay?

Feeling pretty excited.

#hope

I think I found that while looking for love.

Pride & Love

Oh hi,

Been sleeping too much but still too tired.

Oh well.

Trying to cope with disappointments and all.

It helps to have a little more time to think,breathe and reflect.

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With time, le me indulge in watching tv and being a couch potato.

& so, encountered a scene.

It makes me realised how love is beyond your pride.

Often, we find the easy way out, isn't it?

Transparent

Seen through but untouchable.

Needs soome help w my photography project.

Not sure how it goes.

Life's been down.

Sucks much.

This too shall pass.

It will happen eventually.

The issue about death is back again.

It makes me want to think about why am I not spending time w my family.

Makes me worried.

After all my parents ain't your typical age parents.

Makes me think about fillial piety v my own self.

Sacrifice.

Alot of times we need to make some of them, isn't it?

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Unsettling issues made me jittery.
I get nervous.
The atmosphere makes just wanna curled on my bed.
Got odd feeling with regards to something.
Hope I'm wrong.
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Remaining films shall be used to make photos with my theme.
I wonder how awesome will it be.
Let it be let it be.
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