REPLIES

Sometimes, all we want is a reply.

Sometimes, a silence is a reply.

Sometimes, silence meant nothing.

Sometimes, silence meant something.

We are not annoyed of replies.

We are just tired of waiting.

To the point, you nearly give up.

Give up on all that was built and established previously.

How could a reply or a non reply destroy everything?

That's the power of replies.

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Am reading Hector series again
Should be the last one
It's about time.
Time doesn't exist.
You cant speak of the past, future for it doesn't exist already/yet.
& for present, by the time you speak of it, it became past already.
Im such a conflicted soul.
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大愛

As usual, conversation with my momsy.

I was asking her how much she love me.

(Typical questions include do you miss me when I'm away etc.)

LOL

Im so childish (can't stand myself)

So she was asking me this qn.

I replied with little love

Wise momsy said: 小愛就不要愛

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Sometimes I felt like a Voldemort

Of course not in a bad way.

He places his hocruxes in different places.

I placed how I feel in different places.

Places to keep that emotion away, tuck safely somewhere which no one can hurt me with.

Can't figure out how many places there will be in total

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I wish poddy could function properly

then I could place all the new songs I want to hear in.

原來不後悔很難

Remembered my birthday wish suddenly haha
Okay so things to do on my life list:
/edit

- Ice skate
- Roller blade
- Visit Pulau Ubin
- Catch butterflies
- Throw a basketball into hoop

 

Violin Concerto in D Minor

What's left of us is just grey matter.

Ashes hold no competition to memories.

Memories of me being a kite able to fly.

Memories of me watching him watering the plants in his pyjamas striped pants.

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Finished reading all the hunger games as well.

Feeling all hollow after that.

But then today I found spark again.

Spark to strike a fire.

Spark that reminded me how things were in the past.

How simple were there.

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