Ma you ji stall auntie is my friend alr!
hahaah got extra food (:

My dream shoes but no $$$

Updatess

Am supposed to go shopping today :<

But ended at home rotting.

Cause rain in the morning jogging plans cancelled (YAY)

Then salary not in yet

Cannot get my mother's day present and sport shoes.

How depressing.

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Im annoyed by my own pms-y mood

Plus listening to upsetting songs doesn't help

MAJOR SAD FACE

誰跟我說　笑一個　一個　然後呢

Tummy hurts

My tummyache is getting serious i think.

Papa says it's stress from work.

Goodness.

Maybe it's a sign

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Page 3 out of 30 says 4 more before it reaches the end.

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I have yet seen my mom and bro for past 2 days.

They slept before I got home and left/was still sleeping when I left for work.

How sad.

Heart on wrist

For the self harm and depression awareness day.

Wear your heart on wrist just like you wear your heart on sleeve.

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People closest to you always hurt you the most.

For all you know, you may have hurt me whether intentionally or not.

Feelings that got trampled on.

Sorry.

How feeble is that.

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Tmr I shall be a good girl.

I shall start doing all my research.

& stupid tiger just have to be on newspaper when I have the intention to book tickets.

The woes of skinny

Being skinny is not as easy as it seems.

People envy, people look at you, you get to wear all the beautiful clothes.

Well, that's the positive side.

Bet you didn't know the other side of it.

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Skinny #1 : People comment on your skinny-ness.

Look, if you're fat, no one will say it right in your face.

But if you're skinny, everyone says it in front of you.

Hello, it's equally upsetting okay

Skinny #2: You're mistaken as a model wannabe/diet-er

Once again, I'm born this way.

No I didn't try to look size 0 to look like those models on runway

Those people survive on smoking and drinks only.

Stop give me the disapproving look.

& I don't diet.

I do cut down on intake on days where I felt that I ate too much the day before.

How wrong is that?

Skinny#3 Clothes still have to be altered

Who told you skinny girls get to wear all the clothes

Ask skinny people whether they need to alter those bottoms due to waist size

Ask them do they wear elastic banded bottoms.

Skinny #4 Skinny people get bullied

Well, skinny people pays the same fare on transport when the area that we took up is smaller than others. We often get pushed around because others think that we are like the poles they are holding on to.

Part II: We pay for clothes with less cloth since it is XS but yet it is priced at the same price as XL size. We're disadvantaged when the cloth price is being absorbed by us. Seriously.

Skinny #6 Skinny people are also vulnerable/weak

Hello, I can carry stuff also.

Stop assuming that I'm so fragile.

If others can do it, why can't I?

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Im sorry if I offended anyone esp when weight is a sensitive issue.

But being skinny isn't as good as what you think.

Really but grass is always greener at the other side.

Pictorial explanation of I am up to recently

So tired recently.

Like work home sleep dinner sleep work again

Routine for everyday

Insert in random meetings/gatherings after dinner occasionally.

For money and the better future (or I should say funding for clothes/travel)

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My hair got those annoying knots.

You know it's indication that it's getting long.

So irritating.

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Why oh why

"The only obsession everyone wants: Love.

People think that in falling in love they make themselves whole?

The Platonic union of souls?

I think otherwise. I think you’re whole before you begin.

And the love fractures you.

You’re whole, and then you’re cracked open

- Tumblr"

Exactly, I second that

I think I should tumblr too.

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I should start planning my july trip.

Just me & nobody crazy huh?

Or maybe I should shift it for my 21st.

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Major blow since yesterday.

I'll be ready again.

Give me time.

I hope I will never know the truth of where I stand.

If not I think I will cry/bawl/scream or any terrible way you think I can.

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Life as adult is terrible.

See, that's why people like Disneyland.

MEGA CRAMPS

Sounds like Mega veggie.

OMG I feel like crap now

& I cant go to bed.

Cause I just bathed.

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Anw just for thought,

Media people are influential.

They can make you see what they want you to see.

The power of words.

(Y)

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The happiest thing that happen to me today didn't make me as happy as I thought.

Cause too many other unhappy things are shrouding it.

Damn it. Go away.

Eating good

The most impt moment during work is lunch (can't fault me when I'm sooo close to good food)

HAHAHHAHA

& so I'm like conducting research right now.

But recently I got addicted to this chicken noodles super nice

Must wait for like 15 mins though.

& so tmr I have intention to try peranakan food/bak chor mee.

+ milk tea (for tmr only)

I'm such a disciplined girl.

I don't have drinks to go along with my lunch usually.

Extra calories.

So wna pat my back and beam at myself.

LOL

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Can't wait for payday!

& now I'm pissed ttm

Story goes:

1. C asked for trades for my either 2 items for her 2 items. ( May I specific my both items are from lollyrouge)

2. I find it weird as normally ppl usu give you the website instead of specific item

3. So I ask for the other item picture as she only provided 1 picture

4. & So I'm interested in her BN missypixie shelly ( which in her case didnt mention whether it's BN or what)

5. Then C finds my picture too small and request for more photo cause she can't decide ( Hello, it's blogshop photos alr what you want)

6. & so I emailed her my photos (3MB each okay) & mention that 1 of my dress was torn at the side but was mended & not visible cause I myself can't rmb where it is.

7. Then she say she'll pass cause it's mended! Not like I'm selling you torn dresses pls (hello, trade is a mutual thing.)

8. So I kindly replied her asking if she wants to have a look at the mend(while im looking for it)

9. Let me quote word by word:

nope its okaay! cos my shelly is new, so i rather trade it with new stuff! ya sorry again!

You in the 1st place alr know my dress isn't BN

Cause I wrote Preloved ( Hi darling which part of preloved does it mention BN?)

I just fb-ed check you.

Thanks nbs girl. I'll look out for you if I ever get there.

Blueberry pancakes

Like KFC like that. HAHAH I made one okay.

Anw started work. But looking forward to holidays Ironic anot?

Be prepared to hear me whine

(20 working days x 3 )= 60

60 - 3 =57 working days

Finally got money to pay school fees next time :D

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& UNLV shortlisted me for interview HEHEH happy girl Pls NUS NTU SMU choose me choose me!

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Thought you all may be interested in Bird

This is theme song for me & grace okay LOL I'm confused recently Mentally prepared to fight the long process After all it's the same last time.

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& it isn't my fault for being nasty and mean Really. It's just all the bad things that are happening to me I mean like I go mac for breakfast, I'm the only one with cold water for tea. Everyone submit their supporting doc by post, the staff suggested me to hand submit it and it nearly got lost. Tell me, how to keep my cool. If you can, kindly show me

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朋友 :(

Drive Drove Driving Driven

Call me the poor kid.

Cause right now I don't like the idea of being staying in a car and being driven here and there.

I know, ppl will sure say good life what why not

But I don't like it.

Guess I'm used to public transport for the past 20 yrs.

I don't rely on cabs much either.

So I'm absolutely fine with bus & MRT ride.

I mean come on, it's inconvenient right if heading diff areas.

But you still gotta act nice and offer a ride.

While the driver is driving, I got nothing to do.

I can just sit there admire the roads.

Must still maintain small talks while on bus I can just like listen to poddy and do some ppl watch.

& you can't fault for being late

Cause the driver is someone you know.

See, parking takes a long time also.

You gotta be patient and not run off.

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& no I dont like to kao guan xi

BAD TIMES

Let us rmb the good times