I wish:

- I could stop my mind from thinking
- my left wrist would stop hurting
- I could decide whether to buy that aldo sandals or my la sardina
- I could make up my mind who to trust
- there is someone to eat dinner with me not next to me
- it would be like in the past
- finished up all my work
- MLP would be a success
- leave without fear, without prejudice, without unsorted feelings

Could it be?

I realised that recently, when I watched romance movies, I seldom teared anymore.

Like The Vow, I heard some of them in the cinema sobbing away but yet, I was like "hmm alright, what's wrong?"

While watching the apple of the eye, I was still unmoved.

Funny much, when I used to watch all those japanese/korean movies & shows and cried a bucket.

I have grown strong I guess.

Braver soul.

.....

Went running for my first race today.

Happy girl

Striking off one more thing accomplished.

Although chilli padi issue still pissed the events spirit in us big time.

LOL

Team fruit basket <3

My brother is the sweetest person!

He knew about the item that I wanted real badly but didn't receive it.

He's considering whether to get that for me. HEHE

lucky you, my future/current non-existence sis-in-law

& now he's giving me advice on what kind of guys is good for me with courtesy of august man A-listers. LOL

<3

"I knew why Reid had fallen for her. Not in spite of the fact that she was so sheltered but because of it. He would be there for all these firsts - her first bank account, her first sexual encounter, her first job. I'd never been someone's first anything, unless you counted mistake." - Sing You Home

I'm a lucky girl.

I vaguely remembered when Plaza Singapura was not Plaza Singapura

When it has one of the basements that I liked cause their advertisements that turned & the ultra huge macdonald's

About that time, I remembered about love.

I remembered the wooden benches on the bus stop which I would wait for 14 to get home.

I remembered the times where the 4 words would be zoomed past my eyes as we were heading back.

I liked that sculpture/statue/art piece.

....

When I was slightly older (or I would say few years back), I sat outside with my friends with that.

Happy days where we were young, innocent and had nothing to lose.

& suddenly, it was gone.

Love was gone.

Yesterday, I saw it.

I found it hidden in a corner again in town.

It should be the right one.

I guess since it's blue in colour.

I was elated.

It's like long lost friend to me.

It sounded ridiculous when I saw love in Taipei, in Shinjuku, it felt as if I was safe too.

I felt loved for all the birthday celebrations with everyone that celebrated with me.

Thank you for telling me I meant something to you.

At least, I mattered at this point of time to you, or once.

Thank you for making me so happy.

I love you all.

" I carry you in my heart, I carry it in my heart."

Procrastination at its best.

I remembered way way back in horrible nan hua days (the part where I dread school alot because people then judged, too much)

I wrote in my notebook that I wished very hard for nice girlfriends in my future class.

Who loved me for me.

Who don't judge.

Who would make me real happy.

That day where yongmei asked me to write something about the trip or to them.

I thought of it.

I realised my wish did came true.

That I had one of the happiest memories in my poly days with my classmates.

& my clique of auntie clans (we're vv glam people okay!)

That they are one of the best things I ever had.

So here's to them (in no particular order because I know yongmei is going to get jealous) :

Yongmei

I like to listen to her stories. Her mama's stories/ her taxi uncle stories/ her ye su stories & more...

All the little bickerings (where we ended with combos), all the "ni shi left hander leh", all the "psychology taught me that.." & the furry furry clothes you wore.

You made me happy and mad all the time. We had a volatile relationship lol but I guess when we get angry at each other, it's because we care about it ♥

Wenyi

My shopping/whining/gossip/problem solving/exploring gf

My all in one person to look for when Idk what to do.

Like the day when I dk which job to pick at UOB plaza.

Thank you for always giving me advice <3

I think your honesty towards things gave me alot of courage.

Project budget queen II should be up & coming soon :)

Puihoon

My No.14 bus partner

Love the days where we have each other as company on our way.

Random chit chatting on bus made our busride so much faster

As well as complaining of bus drivers HAHAHA

I like to fall asleep next to you on bus because I felt safe.

That sometimes I will just keep smiling while dozing off when you're still talking.

& how randomly we drop off bus to go swirl art to talk.

Time to drive me to go supper ♥

Theresa

My 1st friend ever in poly!

My travelling buddy where we can put flags on countries

Hk, bkk & macau + mini M'sia

We are going to take the world down hahaha

You made me laugh at random day-to-day spottings/dramas

Thank you for always putting in effort to make cards/plan outings/take photos/random texts just to check if I'm ok

Sometimes I felt so bad when I know the positive treesir gets upset yet I can't do anything.

lots of xoxo for you & 2d1n makan soon ♥

Angela

My brave mama/planning itinerary team

While you are probably using your elbow to unlock your iphone now, here's to you

Remember the days when I asked why you kept working?

You told me if don't work will spend money also

I get you now hahaha!

Late bloomer me

I dont get to see you as much as others but I know, we always pick up from where we stop.

& you always make me felt a glimpse of hope for love ^^

Grace

My sleeping queen grace.

If I'm playing the role of a strict parent to ym, then I must be like a mother to grace xiao pang. AHHAHA

Always fussing over you, like school.

Your love for cooking, your love for travel, your occasional missing in action.

Sometimes I felt like we're similar hahaha

I want to see your photos soon (:

& you need to be in training on how to tell a lie

PS this is a vv not subtle hint that I miss your cheesecake ^^

Pearly

The last for the best.

The missing person I don't get to see very often as well!

I'm happy for you in getting the new job (:

Although very shy and tiny, rain or shine, I remembered I know you'll be there in class like procuring/negotiation (8am class!)

We will eat bread while waiting and wonder why nobody there yet.

HAHAHA

I want to see you soon & you must take care of yourself ♥

To all, thank you.

Thank you for accepting the whiny me

Thank you for bearing my occasional bad temper

Thank you for listening to /doing some of my crazy thoughts & activities

Thank you for leaving me with so many memories & with so much more to come

I love you!

/edit I wanted to write something else but I ended up forgetting it. LOL