Thursday, October 25, 2012

It will happen eventually.

The issue about death is back again.
It makes me want to think about why am I not spending time w my family.
Makes me worried.
After all my parents ain't your typical age parents.
Makes me think about fillial piety v my own self.
Sacrifice.
Alot of times we need to make some of them, isn't it?
....


Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Unsettling issues made me jittery.
I get nervous.
The atmosphere makes just wanna curled on my bed.
Got odd feeling with regards to something.
Hope I'm wrong.
.....

Remaining films shall be used to make photos with my theme.
I wonder how awesome will it be.
Let it be let it be.
.....

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Wallflower is me.

Was pretty surprised by the number of seats occupied.
The lure of Emma Watson and Logan Lerman seems strong enough. (No?)
Couldn't really remember how long ago did I read that book.
The show was alright
Book was better (as always)
Erza Miller is rlly cute.
&&
I am so indie.
Le sigh.

...

So many more movies I wanna watch.
Time time.
My fitness trainer just casually mentioned that if I continued to sleep for like 3-4hrs daily, I am gonna die early.
So brutal.




Monday, October 15, 2012

Holla
On an odd night like this,
here I am - the keyboard warrior.

Felt as embarrassed as usual after tearing up while reading a book.
Not anywhere unusual, just on ferry with almost every seat filled.
Le sigh.
“You have to be the bravest person in the world to go out everyday being yourself when no one likes who you are.”

"But when I disappear, I won't be sad anymore. I won't be sad anymore. So I'm just sad now."

"There's nothing worse than nothing. But if it's nothing, I won't know it because I'll be nothing."

"The whole world will go on without you. Like you were never here. And then someday everyone who knows you will be dead, too, and then it will be like you never, ever existed. Doesn't that make you sad?"

--- Memoirs of an imaginary friend

Waiting. Existence. Disappearance.

On days where I am slipping away.