CRAZY WORLD CAFE

Had lunch at this place today.

Totally my place.

HAHAH cause they sing all the chinese songs you'll never hear on radio stations

& Bailey's cheesecake, be good (I'll be back for you!)

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Went down to submit my timesheet today
Saw so many dependent people in office
I don't get it
Since it's your pay & your timesheet, you're responsible why do you have to get other people to submit for you?
Why so reliant when you alr know that it's so far and that's your job
What makes you think that the person who is going there to submit has to help you to do so.
On what basis that they are obliged? What if they decided not to.
This is bad right, I'm too independent & individualistic alr
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& boy, I feel so sad for this little secondary sch boy today
He came in to deliver some boxes of files we ordered.
I saw his face and it pained me suddenly.
Like so young out to earn money through hardship, depressing.
& nobody notices it.
That made me even sadder :<

Ice fishing

Omg, I think I must be a weirdo wanting to go ice fishing

It seems so fun!

But well not applicable in our context

Whiny much.

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Need help in my writing of appeal letter!

Hector & the search for happiness

Am reading this book.
Very interesting.

Have read till lesson #12

Wait till I finished reading and I'll share more.

I need to unfavourite you

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OMG loving the mulberry friendship bracelet

I need some loving friend to get it for me. LOL

Will love you so much for that

Dinner with my 1st friend

My primary sch 1st friend.

I rmb how I struggled to read her name last time.

She corrected me but I still got it wrong.

I rmb what she told me but yet I don't really get it till I grew up.

It's nice to meet ppl you knew when you're young.

We had no intentions then.

We just want to play and go home happily.

It's makes you smile from within.

It's cute when how you can say ask how are their parents because they knew you as well.

I feel happy.

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What do you want from me?

Not mainstream

I wish I'm more mainstream.

In a sense, care more about things that generally people do.

Like graduation.

Well, grad is like 2 days away.

Err, I will get my robe on that day itself only ( since it's borrowed LOL)

I have yet decided what to wear.

People generally want to share their joy with other people for graduation

In terms of asking their whosoever (include parents/friends/boy or girlfriend you know) to attend.

Have someone to bring them flowers/balloons to congratulate and then take photos.

But seriously, I don't want that.

Hell no.

Just get over and done with.

Sorry no offence, it's a just dip not a degree.

What's with the fuss?

To be frankly honest, I don't even want my parents to attend

Im not proud of what I have achieved because I thought I could have done better so no point getting them to sit and watch politely while their daughter is apparently not the best or the group of the better ones

See my POV, totally off the track.

SIGH

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& I just discovered couple of bruises and cut on my body.

No idea how I got them but sure hurts like mad.

To turn dreams into action

To make thoughts into verbs.

That is if all else fail.

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Low self esteem days expected for a forecast of at least 1 wk.

Im prepared to stay at home at all cost unless necessary.

There are things that I never brought up again but yet still meant a whole lot to me

So insecured.

& my body mass just show a significant increase of 1000g

That's life.

& so tmr shall be a burn-fat day

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I need to honestly move my ass to BBDC & start learning driving

Should I or not?

Crap the June BBT is full gotta wait till July

Damn it

NOT FOR THE HUNGRY PPL

B & J Free Cone Day - Peanut butter flavor Colleague made this (with celery and I finished them all OMG)Ba Zhang from honglim yum yumMaxwell tang yuan :D:DOffice table meow :xMaxwell's kuah chap ( $3.50 only super nice!)Otw back from posting lettersPopiah competition

& there's my tian tian chicken rice which I have yet posted up

Okay partly because I'm lazy.

HEHE

Anw food makes up generally most of my working period since work is boring :<

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Super tired and busy recently which is quite good.

HEHE since more money is coming in.

& keeps me less worried over things.

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Filled with activities this wk oh man

Cuts and such

Full of paper cuts.

Hate all the notes for the seminars

Thanks to the new shoes that bite

my feet hurts too

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Solace

I don't know what my granny is feeling. How is it like to remember things and forgetting it the next moment? I feel so helpless & so broken hearted for her. I looked at my cousins, bunch of strangers gathered together for the reason that we somehow shared some traits thanks to certain DNA.

She seemed happy though, on her own. Singing songs, doing people watching, time to time walking to the corridor. Occasionally, she asked you who're you, how old are you. She is lost track of time. Time doesn't really matter to her.

I wanted to do more, I don't know how or what to begin with.

Oddly calm

I finally found this song.
Makes me :)
Heard it on bro's car otw home the other day

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Stuffing myself with food.
Bad move.

Like I didn't miss you thrice

Im excited over the election results

Gonna camp at home.

HAHHA

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So fast gonna be friday alr :>

Feeling down still

But getting better

Needa shop

But I just splurge.

Bleah

To never see my tears, I close my eyes when I cry.

So many things happening.

& alot of thoughts forming with alot more thinking to go.

I promise I'll be ready soon.

Meanwhile, excuse me while I go seek for a solution.

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Exhausted

I shall go sleep.

I never get to see Nathan.

There goes my dream