What am I supposed to say?
What am I supposed to feel?
On days when I feel like slipping away
It's too painful.
Ready to leave & never settle.

Im heartbroken.
I am like a cat.
I will be a superman.
I will be lucky.
I am contented.
I will sleep.
I will figure out what to do with blogger.
One day.

Moustache.

My colleague was shocked to know about my taste in men.

What's with selecting guys that are from this specific country and whats not.

...

Writer's block.

Much as I wanted to begin my 13-14 page report.

I am still currently lacking the motivation to start.

Oh boy, tell me why I need feel to make things work.

Angry at my right brain.

....

Speaking of which holidays is within grasp.

Just that, just that.

Shall buy films shall dance around shall wait for rain shall give hugs shall cut my hair shall roll around shall do nothing

Shall wait.

Every night when I sleep, the thing I am glad about is that my heart is on my left side.



(OMG SUCH A BIMBOTIC POST!)

 

*inhale breath 

IM SOOO TIREDD  

I can sleep the whole day away if only

I guess that explains why my hair strands are falling off at astonishing speed these few days.

GASPS

Made several decisions again.

Can't wait for holidays.

Felt like having a henna again.

....

& in contemplation (nearly typed it as comtemplation which i really hate it when people do typo anyway) to shift this away to another place.

Should I?

....

Shall go sleep

Wna go curl my hair tmr morning

*flicks hair

xx the vain girl

As usual, thinking about things.



While la kopi-ing with cousin today, we are talking about endings.


How endings are not endings.


What happened after endings.


How endings should be bittersweet


For the pain experienced will never make one feel happy the same again.



INTRODUCTIONS

Well, I never do good in introductions.
How do I compress my character after living for 21 years to a few words/lines.

How true are they?

What's there in truth anyway?

Those words (beautiful or not) can only paint a side of me.

Not all.

Because, I don't even know how sides of me I am.

Poly-me.

I guess after all too many to tell

....

I guess the closest to introduction for me is

"come closer not too close"