Pride & Love

Oh hi,

Been sleeping too much but still too tired.

Oh well.

Trying to cope with disappointments and all.

It helps to have a little more time to think,breathe and reflect.

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With time, le me indulge in watching tv and being a couch potato.

& so, encountered a scene.

It makes me realised how love is beyond your pride.

Often, we find the easy way out, isn't it?

Transparent

Seen through but untouchable.

Needs soome help w my photography project.

Not sure how it goes.

Life's been down.

Sucks much.

This too shall pass.

It will happen eventually.

The issue about death is back again.

It makes me want to think about why am I not spending time w my family.

Makes me worried.

After all my parents ain't your typical age parents.

Makes me think about fillial piety v my own self.

Sacrifice.

Alot of times we need to make some of them, isn't it?

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Unsettling issues made me jittery.
I get nervous.
The atmosphere makes just wanna curled on my bed.
Got odd feeling with regards to something.
Hope I'm wrong.
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Remaining films shall be used to make photos with my theme.
I wonder how awesome will it be.
Let it be let it be.
.....

Wallflower is me.

Was pretty surprised by the number of seats occupied.

The lure of Emma Watson and Logan Lerman seems strong enough. (No?)
Couldn't really remember how long ago did I read that book.

The show was alright

Book was better (as always)

Erza Miller is rlly cute.

&&

I am so indie.

Le sigh.

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So many more movies I wanna watch.

Time time.

My fitness trainer just casually mentioned that if I continued to sleep for like 3-4hrs daily, I am gonna die early.

So brutal.

Holla

On an odd night like this,

here I am - the keyboard warrior.

Felt as embarrassed as usual after tearing up while reading a book.
Not anywhere unusual, just on ferry with almost every seat filled.
Le sigh.

“You have to be the bravest person in the world to go out everyday being yourself when no one likes who you are.”

"But when I disappear, I won't be sad anymore. I won't be sad anymore. So I'm just sad now."

"There's nothing worse than nothing. But if it's nothing, I won't know it because I'll be nothing."

"The whole world will go on without you. Like you were never here. And then someday everyone who knows you will be dead, too, and then it will be like you never, ever existed. Doesn't that make you sad?"

--- Memoirs of an imaginary friend

Waiting. Existence. Disappearance.

On days where I am slipping away.

如果沒有擁有, 就沒有失去
那我為什麼傷心?

I got so many things spinning in my head.
My theory on several things.
My ideas on several issues.
My new excitement.
I need to let my sediments settle down.