Friday, January 21, 2011

Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."
- Erich Fromm
hello, greetings
I'm gonna hit the sack soon.
anw i was doing a little thinking session while i'm on the bus
hahah while avoiding to flare up with the old man sitting beside me who stink like mad
I'm serious, think rubber tyres + odd urine smell together
I swear I almost died.
& it diffused cause I think I smelt like him after reaching home
SIGH.
.....
anw I was thinking my taste in men changed
wells, I still like intelligent men
but if he's grows some moustache
I'm sold.
cause I was telling excitedly to swensyi how I find tender huang so cute
ok bye.
& enna i finally saw your comment.
Now got new horocscope not accurate anymore ):

Monday, January 17, 2011

House Rules

"So much time is spent with people superficially.
You remember all the fun you had but nothing specific. "

"I love you, and when you love someone, you do things for them without complaining about it."

"Nobody looks into the face of a newborn son and imagines all the things that will go wrong in his life.
Instead, you see nothing but possibility."

I like these bits plus the one with the cat person.
After reading this book, I wonder maybe I do have some of the symptoms of Autism too.
No kidding esp when I don't interact like little children when I'm young
My teacher always gave me B+ or C for the social skills part
Plus I do line my toys end to end.
Oh boy.
and I like routines too.

.....
Speaking of animals, I genuinely think that I'm quite a cat person despite me liking dogs.
Cat person like to be left alone, is independent.
My momma was describing me the other day as hornet
Hmm, gives me some ideas.

.....

I wanted to be there for everyone but not everyone will be there for you isn't it?

Saturday, January 15, 2011




Black friday (wahlau even got cheated that it's not)


The bloody curse

Okay I'm super annoyed now

Partly because of me wanting to sleep




anw here goes the story of the unfortunate me wanting to go alter a dress

went far east - $12 have to wait 1 wk

( perhaps I should indicate that currently I'm setting like $10/wk for meals only in order to make it to jp/macau/cruise for hols)

heart pain ttm

The auntie better do a good job else I swear I'm gonna make a scene there





Guess what?

YL just texted me that the ppl are going to alter dress at some boonkeng auntie place

man seriously.

Im extremely mad at myself


...

finally apply for my passport after like 148908 shots of photos

thanks to my crew above.

Okay im still unhappy

super mad at myself

ji dan gao


world piss

im off to bed

may it be a day of non-word abuse day tmr

Thursday, January 13, 2011





"有人說重要的只是過程
這些廢話 能夠安慰甚麼人" - Life?!
I'm into overalls after I saw anne hathaway in it
but she wore it with only bra.
Maybe I should wear like the A.wang style
....
Need to trim my brows.
May my hair grow faster.
Didnt went running
so fattybombom
work work work
may sales boost (cross fingers)

Sunday, January 9, 2011


While attempting to shoot a class photo shot

20 years down the road if I really use this photo
what kinda of person do you think the people who saw my photo is gonna think?
HAHAH i wanted to pose with food
but in case people think I'm like a glutton, so I drop that idea.
....

Wanna read 13 reasons why
Like so exciting.
....

I want to be someone that having me is enough.

Friday, January 7, 2011

M&M's cookie :)
finally passed farzana her card. hehee
kinda overdue for vv long. so sorry!
....
Better finish my stuff soon
Tmr phototaking
must look pretty hahaha
My momma is awesome she says ready go instead of 123 when taking photo
Don't wanna look at the photos she snapped
All have me laughing like crazy
...
I hope I got nothing to do on wed since lesson is cancelled.
Gonna laze, roam, dream
You get the drift
My pancakes taste better with blueberries in it (Y)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

If I ain't got you
This song keeps appearing
I think it's a sign or what (hahaah)
&
Esp when I heard it on cab during xmas that time
....
I felt it's getting pointless
Like it's a waiting game
See who does it first.
....
Post fyp syndrome
Nothing to use as excuse
Nothing to do after school
& library will become quiet
Feeling rather empty now
hahaha
I can feel the change already